December 2010
The original plan:
Stay home, relax, watch Twilight Zone marathon alone.
What happened:
My mum came home from work really sick, decided it was my fault, and decided the Christmas tree had to be taken down RIGHT THIS VERY SECOND… Which I’m allergic to.
Revised plan:
Tear down the tree, ignore my family, get sexified, go out.
Twilight Zone Marathon.
All day.
I like you so much better when you're naked.
I like me so much better when you’re naked.
That awkward moment when you tell your parents...
alyaae:
Today isn't worth getting up.
I’m going to watch Angelina Jolie movies all day.
I fucking hate flakey people.
I’m done. I try to give this bitch one more chance. Should have known. Done.
I want back the years that you took when I was...
The awkward moment when you still can't understand...
still don’t understand, but smile anyway…
Those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in...
So leave me alone. You ought to be proud that I'm...
The internet in a nutshell:
People voicing their opinion
People agreeing with that person
People disagreeing kindly
People disagreeing rudely or
People just being assholes
If you can’t deal with it, don’t be on the internet.
Sigh.
Just ripped my pinky nail, like half way down my finger.. Cooldeal.
Trying to make my tattoo font acceptable.. My arm isn’t long enough. Damn genes.
Just throwing up some old stories. This was is "It...
“I feel like you’re not even real…” I say as we lie entangled on a bed; my head resting on your chest, listening to the steady rhythm of your heartbeat. You stroke my hair and laugh. “That’s because I’m not, ma belle.” You disappear into thin air. I jolt upright from my dream. My hair is sticking to my head from the massive amounts of sweat. The pins...
I wrote this last year. I never got a title.
You grab my arm. “Wait, please, don’t go. Stay here with me,” you beg.. The look in your eyes tears my heart. “Please, I need to be alone,” I say, emotionless, as I turn away from you. “No! Stop saying that every time something gets hard. I’m not just going to let you be alone anymore.” You give me another plea with your eyes. I walk away. I feel...
My dog loves me more than my family does.
The other night when I was really sick, he lied right on top of me. When my mum went to feel my head he snapped at her and almost bit her. Last night when I went to the ER, he sat by the door the whole time I was gone. Last night, he slept beside the chair I was on. I love him.
This could seem rude, but I'm going to rant about...
How do people justify being overweight? Not only is unattractive to a vast majority of the population, that’s not my issue, YOUR BODY IS NOT MEANT TO LOOK THAT WAY. AND it’s also not meant to look like a starving child’s body. Honestly, I understand a few pounds, all right. But how the hell do you get to 50 to 100 to 200 hundred fucking pounds overweight? Being that overweight,...
There's so much alcohol in my house o.O
Glad my family is full total alcoholics.
Just got back from the ER.
I’m alive.
Why don't people get that I don't like them?
My uncle, who stopped all contact with my family for two years, decides he wants to come spend Christmas here with my gram. Oh, did I mention he has a new girlfriend? I met her for two seconds, and she was feeling my head, standing way too close and shoving cough drops down my throat. Like, YOU DON’T FUCKING KNOW ME, go away. Merry frackin’ Christmas.
Probably going to the ER soon... Merry Christmas...
avantegarden asked: i'm sorry, belle. <3
avantegarden asked: i'm sorry, belle. <3
It's official that I ruin everything good.
I’m sorry, beau<3
People piss me off.
You don’t like something? CHANGE IT. A little magically fairy isn’t going to come down and grant you your wish. Your boyfriend sucks? Leave him! HOLY SHIT, I’M A GENIUS. Don’t bitch if you’re not going to do anything about it. Tired of being fat? GO FUCKING WORKOUT, FATTY. Your family sucks balls? MINE DOES TOO. IGNORE THEM. You know what my mum told me when I got...
Last night was basically the worst night of my...
I had a temperature of 104, and it wouldn’t break. My throat still hurts, but I don’t think I have a temperature anymore. I thought I was dying. My back hurt so bad from shivering it felt better to walk around. And I didn’t puke because my stomach was upset, I puked because I couldn’t stop coughing. And I kept having asthma attacks… Merry Christmas to me…
i wish my name was mary, then people could say...
bigballbubblehead:
Weird thing… I am Mary:)
Sigh..
400 dollar deposit.. Yay for college:/
Somethings that people say really irk me.
You do not know everyone’s situation, so don’t act like you do.